Well If you have seen rats bashing page on me stay and read this, but if you havent dont worry about it... And I am not going to give you the URL! OK now down to business, I saw the pages, I know it influenced you it was suposed to. What this is going to say well it is hopefully going to iron out the wrinckles, and give you some explanations. OK first of all I wont lie anymore all the logs were true. I did lie in some of them, in honesty I didnt mean to, but I was forced. Ok lets take the Baltimore log for instance. When I /msged him about it, I had to lie, well i didnt but I chose to. I know it would get me no where, well acually its gotten me here, getting bashed. Well exacualy what was I going to say? I went to Baltimore and found nothing but frustration and rain? No way, I know now it would have been the right thing to say but I didnt. But really what was I going to say?? That I went there and all I brought back was some Maryland cultrure?? I wanted to keep some of my dignity, Otherwise I would get laughed at and hated, but that seems to be where I am in now. So I guess you could say by me lying I prolonged the disease.
Now on to the age thing, yes it is true I said I was 24 and going to MIT. Well what else was I going to say?? That I was 14 and went to middle school?? (Mr.Rippa please dont take offense) I would be laughed at and made fun of. So I lied about it. But I was for a reason, one important reason, Respect. Everyone wants it, but usually we are deprived of it. So I wanted some, and by "being" older Rat acually game me some respect. And if I told him I was 14 he would just laugh in my face. What I am trying to say is that I did it for myself, I didnt mean to hurt anyone if I did. And I am truly sorry.
Well I am going to summarise the last logs all in one. Yes they were true and yes I did write them. But again I will say it, I did it for me, for respect and dignity. I know you are thinking I am selfish, well I am. But if some one is willing to lend a hand, I will be there when they need a hand. But rat nor mack-10 has given me any help, they have only crushed me. Please dont feel symphathetic, I dont deserve it. What I am trying to say is that I know that rats bashing pages(s) influenced you, but this page is trying to influence you back to liking me, or maybe not even that, maybe just a person to go to for MK3 moves and the games to come. You descide.
Well I dont usually do this, well I have never done it. I am going to say some masty things about people, almost a bashing page if you will. But I have never made a bashing page before, I feel it runins the whole entire site. And it shows how you are not devoted to MK3 or the game you are doing a FAQ on. But just bare with me. Well some stuf about rat now. You know some people said I agravated this, but I didnt. Ever since I first made a homepage, I think it was in the begining of summer '95. He was bashing me, telling me to take it down, we dont need another page about MK3 here. I started when there was only 7 or 8. And now there are about 45 to 50. And to my knowledge I was the only one he picked on. The bashngs made me sad and even a little worried, I am the type of person who likes to be the top in everything. Not to brag or anything but I most likley am. When I started I knew I couldent "overtake" rat, no one could, but his bashings, aside from what he thinks, made me stronger. I thought to myself that if he has this bad an attitude maybe someone, not neccisarily me by someone could take him down. Maybe someday someone will. Another thing about him is his attitude. He has a one of a kind attitude. Not EVER satisfied with what he has, always wanting more, always wanting to be better. I dont have em and have no intention of getting any, but Newsgroups postings, bashing me and other for no reason. I guess it is fun for him, but who knows? I mean once he bashed some one for asking about MK3 PC, it was about memory and HD space. And the poor guy confused the two and Rat started pounding on him. I dont even think they knew eachother. I mean its sad, and I mean it wasnt hard, I just told him that he mixed em up and helped him with them. Isnt it better to make a friend than an enemy?? I always though so. Ok I think this is the last thing about Rat. Well what acually sparked this I think was when we were both on irc. When we were both on Hell broke loose. And to tell you the truth 75% of the time I didnt do anything. rat would come one IRC and see me there with Phrases like (excuse my language, if you arnt allowed to see curse words scroll down please) Hey Fuckhead, Oh hi little fuck, and he was always brining back The age thing trying to constantly get other people to hate him. Well it seems to me that this is rats favorite game, bashing. But the best was still to come, when he was going to leave after fighting, and most of the time a cop, if this were real, could have gotten him for Agravated assult. I didnt merly nothing but try to fend for myself. If you cant do that you cant survive. But when he left he always said some thiing like, "Give scott a big punch in the face for me ok?" . Well you can draw your conclusions. Well rat I didnt mean to imply, but I hope I hurt your " I am better than everyone ego ok, and you know what I am talking about. A lot of other people do too, am I right? You have mailed him or talked to him?Well if you have then you know what I am talking about.
Now to the person I most trusted and Liked, Mack-10, Aka Chris Nyman, you know the guy with the faq, AKA subzero?? Well we used to talk A LOT, everytime we were both on IRC, it was like a ritual, we even set up times to meet to discuss MK3 and other things that were cool, we were like comrads, or of the sorts. I mean I trusted him, and he said some pretty nasty things to people, including rat. And in now way did I tell on him or make fun of him. I just let him be. But he never did that for me. I mean we were cool for months then just like that he descided to betray me, not once but twice. I forgave him the first time, and we kinda forgot about everything. But the thing was I trusted him. I mean wouldent you feel bad if you betrayed someone?? Your friend? Geeze. Yet he was the one that supplied rat with the logs. I mean it was ok he banned me from his site, I didnt mind. But what really got me was he betrayed me. I never did anything to harm his ego or anything, yet he kept huring mine, maybe that was his intent. Guess we will never know.
Now I am going to draw a conclusion to this big paper. Here it goes. I made this to try to help you see benounced what rat says to acually see the real me. I aint such a bad guy as rat portrays me as. I am nice if you get to know me you would know that (its not a bash on you, just an incentive). So this page was intended to persuade you back, to tell you the REAL TRUTH about me. So it over, it took a long time to read? Well it took a long time to type it. Well I will leave you with one more thing, I hope you got my message the moral even, I hope you got to see what this page was about; not to bash anyone but to let you see the real me, the real Scott Gilbert.
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